[lucky8]

Bahhh you know those days when its just

Motivation and insperation is ZERO and ya belly feels like its at yer knees.
I am the ultimate yo yo and a LOVE my food.

i need to believe my body can go back to what it was and although ive always had a belly , i need to believe it can shrink back.
Ive just had the dreaded interview with the mirror whilst applyin my tan and OMG what used to be a pouch is now just growin jelly .

ive done my hair, tan and nails and usually that would make me feel GREAT
but now i just feel what am i going to do???? i dont wana be this way i am currently cutting down but sometimes dont ya just wish you cud turn back time and remember how it felt to be your smaller self? the self that you thort was fat? .................hmmmmmmmm kinda regret that attitude now


any insperation or motivational tips much appriciated