[Kayhm0711]

I wish I had the ability to put them on here. My mother in Law found some pictures of me from about 3-4 years ago. And to be honest I didn't even recognize myself. How awful is that? My sister in law and I were looking at pictures and she was like look there you are and I was like that's not me. because you couldn't see my face in the picture just my body. I was like that girl is skinny that is not me. So we are skipping through the picture album and a couple of pages later a girl in the same outfit with the hidden face is in another picture and to my freaking surprise it was me I saw my face. I couldn't freaking believe it. I called myself skinny and I was at one time a very healthy weight. I was about 135 in these pictures. It's sad kind of though I didn't recognize my own body because I had totally lost touch without healthy looking I use too be. I remember being that weight and thinking I was a huge fat pig. Now that I look back and see them I am like wow I was pretty and skinny. No I wasn't NO size 0 supermodel but thats okay I had a little meat on my bones who cares I WAS HEALTHY!!!!!!!

I took the pictures and I am going to make copies and put them on my fridge of a reminder of how I want to look again. Wish me Luck guys. This has really motivated me and made me see a totally different side of myself. Thanks for all the support here!!

Kayla

[anastasia]

and i know you'll get there. it's the motivation thing isn't it? You need a reminder of where you want to get to or you lose sight of what you're doing it for cos it seems to take so long.

good luck!

[luvmyinnerdemon]

yeah my mom had a picture of me in my skinny days, i was kinda chubby and then dropped a bunch of weight, and i would do anything to look like i did the (pre baby days), i think it also helped that in the picture i was standing next to my 9-month prego sister, so it made me look even more smaller, maybe i should get that picture back!