... find it hard to eat well. What is wrong with me? What is the point then and I know this but I am feeling hungry after the gym and I am eating the wrong things and then I am an all or nothing person. I am making myself crazy.
I know all the things I am suppose to do, eat this, eat that, exercise,
, but not consistently and I am so fed up with myself. What can I do to be more consistent and stay on track b/c now that Christmas is coming its going to be even harder with the food.
I am at the gym , in aerobic class and I can't even look at myself in the mirror. I really need to get it together and I am in a vicious cycle of self hatered and I am so sad.
Thanks for listening/reading