hey im pretty low today ... i was staring at image in the mirror and really hate what i see .... my lower body thighs and buttoks i have so much cellulite althu im working hard every1 just keep on telling me even if i lost the weight that ugly stuff would still remain their
im only 20 for godness sake why cant i have a decent body without cellulite !!! :'(
im to scared even if i dropped the weight i will still not be satisfied with what i c .... im engaged my fiance is really thin he is below the ideal weight he should be at ....i just dont want to be fatter than him and i just dont feel comfortable to show him any part of me after marriage ...
i really luv him but my self estime is pretty low
sometimes i get really depressed that i try to turn the relation down and broke up with him for no reason but he just never give up on me ...
it scares me he makes me happy
im to scared i wont make him happy and im scared to loss him one day coz i keep on pushing himto his limits beacause of the cellulite unreasonable i know
but im sad
i know i can loss the weight and i would ... but would the cellulite be gone ???