Idk if this will ever get read and maybe that doesn’t even matter. I need to get out of my own head and moving again. Demons tell me frequently it doesn’t matter, I’m too old, too far gone, too fat etc.
I’m done listening. I want to be slim enough to get down on the floor with my grandbabies and sober so I can keep up.
I plan to spend the next 365 days devoted to making me closer to my goals.