
Hello,my name is Joyce.I just started here and am really excited.This looks like it is something I can really get into.
I started at 181 pounds about 10 years ago.Had not been to a doctor in 15 years and ended up in the hospital with a bladder infection.The er doctor gave me only enough med's to get to a doctor.Found out I was in real bad shape.Ended up with 4 different med's and was at the doctors every month for almost a year.Got sick and tired of it and started watching what I ate and did a hour and a half of exercise a day.Lost 36 pounds,got off the med's and quit the doctor.Got down to 145 and felt really good about myself.My Mom died in 2002 and I quit working out and eating healthy.I though "she fought like crazy to live and died anyways" so why bother? I gained back 10 pounds and kept them.
It may sound weird but I am a gym employee.Have been for 5 years.I can tell people how to use the machines,what to eat,why they need to workout and felt like a fraud because I was not practicing what I preached.I started working out again and am trying to eat better but I really need to get into a group where I can talk about things I can't talk about with friends and family.
Hope to make a lot of good friends here.
Thanks,
Joyce


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