Hello, fellow weight loss soldiers! I used to be very active on here a few years ago and lost a bunch of weight.
Between raising a large family, breaking my leg, and losing my mojo, I have gained a bunch of weight back (I'm too scared to weigh myself, but that's coming soon). I know I haven't gained back everything, but now I am back to wearing large and some medium sizes instead of mediums or smalls (when I started at my high weight I was wearing 1x and 2x).
The only things I continued to do faithfully was go to the gym, not eat bread or pasta or sweets on a regular basis (rare treat only), and stick with drinking water (not soda, juice, or diet drinks). These were not enough to prevent me from gaining weight, as I did not track portion sizes or calorie counts. I think I got burned out from obsessively tracking my calories and also from feeling hungry a lot of the time, despite eating a lot of fiber and lean protein to stay full longer.
Anyway, I have come to the sad conclusion that, at least for me, losing weight requires feeling hungry - not ravenous - but hungry between meals. I really hate that, and I try to stave it off by drinking water, but it is what it is. Whenever I don't get hungry before my next meal, I don't lose weight either - it means I'm eating too much. If I don't stick to 1200 calories a day, I don't lose. Sometimes I plateau even on that amount. When I was losing there were days when my calories counts would go as low as 700, certainly under 1000 on some days.
BUT - to get back to my question, I was at the doctor the other day, and he mentioned that obesity in the midsection is the worst place to have obesity and is an indicator for all kinds of nasty health conditions like diabetes, cancers, and hypertension. He kindly pointed out that I had some obesity around my midsection and that it can NEVER go away. Even if you temporarily lose weight, the fat cells are still there just waiting to grow again. Basically, once you get fat the first time, you never really get rid of it - the fat cells shrink - but never disappear.
Talk about feeling dejected! Now, I know firsthand that my body always wants to climb back up to my high weight, and while I am committed to fighting this war, I hate the idea of always having fat cells lurking beneath the surface waiting to bulk back up if I have a few bad days or weeks. I hate feeling like I'm at war with my body and it's a losing battle.
Sorry for being a downer, but that doctor made me feel rather hopeless and discouraged. I'm hoping to lurk and sometimes post to get some encouragement and inspirations from others who are in the same boat.
Have a great day!