I think I might be getting my life on track!
I'm getting closer to getting that stupid credit card paid off, my car loan is slowly getting closer to being paid off (after the CC is paid off I'll figure out how to put more money on car payments), I'm working two jobs now so I'll be able to get more taken care of, and I'm starting to actually feel more up to bettering myself to heal the emotional and psychological scars.
Only problem is I feel like I need to be more motivated and push myself harder...at least I've taken the first step!