
@Terri and her "post".

Thanks for starting the new one.
Gosh..... I don't think I even have the words to tell you guys how GREAT it is to see all these lovely old faces.

I'm just sitting her with this big toothy grin on my face as I scan the posts and see all you lovelies!!
AND.... thanks so much for all the compliments. I think, for the first time in my life.. I am really working the program. I have finally taken my motto "progress, not perfection" to heart.
For the longest time, everything was always either black or white for me. I was either OP or I wasn't, you know? I mean, I looked at every single food out there as "good" or "bad". If I ate one of the "bad" foods.. then
I was bad. I never allowed myself to be
normal. I never allowed myself to have that occasional day or moment to have what I wanted without beating myself up over it. Also, weighing in every two weeks has just been KEY for me. I am usually the first one to tell others to not let the scale rule you. I am one of the first to preach that you should not judge yourself by a number. But, the plain and simple truth is, we do judge ourselves by a number. Yes, we are working to get healthier, to live longer, to be stronger, to basically "fit" in society, but in the grand scheme of things, when we stand on that scale and it doesn't reflect all the work we've put in, we forget that we're wearing clothes we've not worn in years. We forget how much better we feel and how we can walk in stores without sweating. It all seems to go out the window because that scale says we gained .4 instead of seeing that 1 or 2 lb. loss we wanted to see. BUT.... so far, I've found that no matter what my body decides to do and even if I have a rough day every now and again, almost always I have seen some type of loss on the scale every two weeks and that always keeps me going. I know it may just be a mental thing, but it's really working for me.
J-ann: How fast the time does fly, huh? I really don't know what I'm going to do with my non-football time. Who knows? After school starts, he may change his mind.. but I doubt it. I'm sure, however that he'll find some way to keep me busy.

Did you get your hummingbirds more sugar water? I just love them.
BarbPA: I still not sure how I feel about Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. We had to decide what to see today and we went with "Herbie" since Trey has a crush on Lindsay Lohan.

I do have to say though that it was a really cute movie and you know, of course I had to see it too with the whole "NASCAR" factor. I hope I didn't embarass Trey too much when I actually clapped when the scene with Tony came on!
Michelle: MY Michelle!! I was so happy to see your post!! I have missed you so much. AND... how far are you from Charlotte? We are coming to the night race in October and I would definitely like to see you!!
Thin: Sounds like your weather hasn't really been all that bad. It has been miserable here in Tennessee. The temps have been upwards of 95 degrees, but the humidity makes it feel *so* much hotter. Good luck on the GYN appt.... aren't those things great?
Terri: Thanks so much for what you said, I really appreciate it. Once again, I just want to say how great it is that you started this thread!! I really hope to keep posting away because I really and *TRULY* have missed you guys. Great job on staying OP!!
Lilion: First off... congrats on losing 54 lbs!! That's awesome!

The funny thing is, about my "before" picture is that I really didn't intend for it to be my before picture. We had went on a trip to Gatlinburg and my brother insisted on taking a picture of me and my dh and I was scrolling through my pics the other day and saw it and was like... "Woah!"

Sometimes, it really helps to actually *see* the difference, you know. And good for you and dh, it does help when you have someone there with you every day, going through it with you, doesn't it?
DoxieMom: Great to meet you too!! Great job on the food and getting in your exercise. It sounds like you are really motivated. I can't wait to get to know you better.
Well ladies, I am officially out of here for the night. I am soooo tired. Dh took a vacation day today, Brian had the day off from work and so did I, so all four of us got up early this morning, ate breakfast & went to Chattanooga to Lake Winnepesaukah. (yeah, probably spelled that wrong) Anyways, it's an amusement park and I got in plenty of walking and lots of sun and I am pooped. After we left the park, we went out for lunch and then went shopping for school clothes and then went to see "Herbie"... so as you can see, it's been a LOOOONG day and I am ready for it to be over.
I hope you all have a lovely night and I'll check in tomorrow!!
