Okay, here goes....
One of the sick weird reasons that I think has previously kept me from being successful is the fear of what our bodies look like after the major losses of weight.
And now with all the 'Reality TV', I have seen my fears on the screen.
When I was 20something and I was almost 300lbs, I lost over 100lbs, but the skin almost all shrunk back, but now at almost 40yrs and having been over 300 12yrs and over 350 lbs for over 6 or 7 yrs, I know it wouldn't.
Fact is I have lost almost 50lbs, and already I see a big problem. And I have another 100 to go. My stomach is flopping worse, I can't get a bra to fit right, there is so much excess fatty hanging skin under my armpits, almost like extra side boobs!!
and my upper thighs!!! don't get me started there!!
Anybody else got concerns about this?
I have been tring to make myself understand that the rolls of fat are more unattractive than excess skin, but STILL.....
My friend has the bypass done, and I know that they will be giving her the tummy tuck later, all covered by the insurance because of the original approval for the bypass, so I'm wondering if the insurance companies would pay for one for someone that lost it themselves....I mean that tummy hanging over causes physical problems as well has emotional....I mean I would think that making a person feel better about themselves would help them keep off the weight therefor lowering costs down the road for the insurance companies.