Good evening friends. It is nearly 1am and I am just now getting here to post.

In fact... it is 2am now.

It takes me an hour to write what you can read in less than 5 minutes.

I am soooo happy I copied and mailed to myself as I wrote on it... because as always... when I hit submit... it knocked me off line. Grrrrr
It seems the longgggg posts always do that to me. I would have been fighting mad after this longggg post. LOL
I have been running errands most of the day. Did not get home until 7:15pm tonight. Too tired to eat until 8pm, It is not good eating that late. I didn't finish my water for the day until 10:30pm so that means even though I get to bed late.... I will be up early for the bathroom.
I am happy to report too.... that I
FORCED myself to exercise at 10:30pm tonight. I grudgingly put in the tape with every intention to exercise my minimum 20 minutes and then turn it off and not finish the whole 30 minute tape.

BUT... once I reached my 20 minutes... I said.. "What the heck... let's just do all of it".
Then I went and wrote in my journal so I am batting 1,000.
I spent time looking at stuff for the Christmas challenge game.
I must thank all of you for endulging me with these games.
It is helping me soooo much. It helps planning.. it helps working on them ... it helps playing them too. Like Terri said... I have not been this
focused in a longgggg time.
I also want to share that all though most of you have long passed your fall foilage colors .... our trees are just now passing thru theirs. There are some VERY pretty trees here. But I have to admit... it was MORE beautiful in Indiana than here.
Joyce... I want to thank you for recognizing
Kerri's generous gift of life for so many needing patients. My sister had to have sooooooo many blood transfusions that she would have died without them. Even though I too read that Kerri was giving blood... I did not relate it to how that gift of life saved my sister many many times. She is a cancer surivior who has struggled hard to stil be here with us.
Kerri ... THANK YOU for all the reasons mentioned above. {{ HUGS }}
PLUS .. thank you for all the work you put in on that Thanksgiving dinner.
I lost both of my parents in 2003. Our last Thanksgiving dinner together was with them in a nursing home. My mom got all dressed up and felt almost normal having my entire family and my sister there eating with them. It was VERY special to her. It brings tears to my eyes remembering. She died Nov 3rd last year. I swear it gets harder with time instead of easier. I have lots of regrets. I did a lot for them... but I just feel I should have done MORE.

Famous last words..."If I could only do it over again."
Heck.. those are words I say about weightloss too.

Well.... I am doing it over again... and this time I am going to do it RIGHT !!!
I see you live near Austin. My daughter has several friends who live there... and they LOVE IT.
Terri... Congrats on earning those 4 points today. I finally did too. Last weekend really set me back on those points. It feels good doesn' it.

I wish I had Oprah reruns. I wanted to see that too.
Lisa... how about that update on the play ?
Debra.... I had to come back here and edit your reply. I thought you said your birthday was today... so I sang you happy birthday. But I have since re-read your post.. and it is hubby's birthday. LOL Wish him a Happy Birthday from me.
Leanne.. I am going to be sooo jealous of you having summer while we suffer through zero degrees here. What is your weather like.? How hot do summers get... and how cold do winters get ?? Lots of rain ?? Any snow?
Congrats on passing on that cake. That is TRUE SUCCESS !!!
Sandy... Thanks for getting on me about 2 week breakdown.

I really don't want to do that. I WANT to remain focused and take the steps needed for CHANGE !!!
And when you claim being the posting queen... you need to add

LOL
Andria....Hope you are getting better every day. I know you are anxious to get more mobile again.
Michelle... I am here. Like I said... I was off hunting for ideas for our next contest. I have sooo many ideas for January. Heck.. I have ideas for every month.

I even have one leading up to our
SPRING FLING !!!
CD ... you posted while I was writing my book. LOL
Trust me ... PMS is REAL !!!! I just have to ride it through. LOL
That was a beautiful thing you wrote...
"
we are your beautiful stars on a dark night." How sweet !!!! Thanks
Thin... I have sooo much I want to write to you tonight.
I should start a whole new seperate post just for you. LOL
First... I am jealous you got to start the 600th thread. It is hard to believe.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ???
Next... I am planning on coming to the
Spring Fling.
I will probably come and stay a week with my daughter at the same time... so I can help if you need any.
I can't wait to see your "surprises". I LOVE surprises ... I think ??

I also love to help plan surprises too. (hint hint)

LOL
You tell Susie.. she better come post more or no one will know who she is
I have even planned a game leading up to it. I will have to wait and see if anyone is still interested in games after January. I definitely want to do them for 90 days.
We all need to mark our calendars in pencil for the end of April so we don't plan something that could be done in March or May. Some things we have no control of... some we do.
Now about Vegas. Do not worry. Just enjoy.
You are much more mobile than I am ... plus ... they have schedules of events so you can drive by and see them.... like the water show... the pirate show... duh.. I can't remember them all now.
The old original downtown has a laser show and even I managed to walk the downtown area. There is also a monorail system too for some of it. And some of the hotels have moving sidewalks too. One good thing... they all have chairs everywhere ... with slots in front of them.
"Shall We Dance" ... everyone has told me that is an excellent movie.
I guess I will have to check it out. I have been too afraid to see it.
I feared I would feel bad after watching it. I know the husband was unfullfilled in the movie... and I feared my husband would see how unfullfilled he was and realize how much he is missing because of me and my fat. That has always been an issue in our marriage. Actually after typing this out.. I think I will see it by myself. LOL
Okay... I am SHUTTING UP !!!
Heck you guys probably fell asleep long ago. LOL (sorry)