Good morning guys,
I'm sorry that I haven't been posting regularly it's definitely not like me as of late. Ever since I got home from Virginia I've just been trying to get my bearings on life and everything going on around me. Not too much is changed but just needing to get my house in order and my mind back in losing weight. I haven't completely stopped eating right I just haven't been watching everything I eat as hard-core as I have been. I went to the gym on Wednesday for the first time in a really long time. It was nice and it wasn't busy which was even better. I've been working at home up until recently but since I took my trip I haven't really been doing any working out at all. I guess I've just been really lazy and I'm kind of getting tired of that. I felt really good going to the gym so I think that something I want to try to get back to doing most of the time now. I'm thinking about going Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, and maybe on Tuesdays and Thursdays work out at home or do some sort of resistance training to help ease my muscles. I have a networking out that hard, five days a week in a while. I think that's what I need to get my weight-loss jumping back to where it needs to be. As of this morning I'm up to 211. I'm not happy about it and i'm ready to get back back out there and make my changes to get the rest of this weight off. I don't want to see a creep back up I need to keep this off forever. My plan today is to possibly go to the gym after work I'm waiting on DH to get home so I can see if you'd like to come with me. He said he saw a photo of himself that I took a few months back and hated what he saw. I hope he's really serious about it this time but I really don't want to be in his face about losing weight it's something you have to decide on your own to do I feel. Speaking of GH, I thought I had said what type of band he was in but he is in a rock 'n' roll band I guess she would say, kind of like 80s new wave that with a mix of rock 'n' roll. They're starting to do a couple a new different things and going to be adding in drum is machine style sounds kind of like New Order. They do have an album out, I believe most of their songs are on the website ReverbNation. They are set to go back into the studio this August to start working on some new recordings.
Here is a link to their page.
I'm sorry I don't have time to do any personals today but please know that I'm thinking about you. I hope everyone is having a good summer so far and I'm hoping to lose this weight and possibly a little more by end of year. I don't believe I will make my ultimate goal weight this year but maybe by sometime next year that will actually happen. I'm getting comfortable with my body now and I'm to the point where even if I don't make that wait as long as I am happy and healthy that's all that matters to me now. I would like to eventually get my excess skin removed, but as you know that it's pointless for me at this point in my life and will need to wait to see what happens. On the bright side, people are still saying that I look like I've lost weight since the last time they saw me. Maybe my weight is shifting on my body into different places that makes me look thinner? I really don't know maybe they're just trying to be nice.
I need to finish getting ready for work. Will try to get better at posting again on the daily. Hopefully everything gets back to normal soon. Take care my friend! Have a great day.