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Senior Member
Join Date: Jul 2003
Location: Wausau, WI
Posts: 13,383
S/C/G: SW:394/310/180
Height: 5'6"
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All of my life, I've felt the urge to eat, even when there was no way I could physically be hungry. Even when I was filled to bursting, I still felt that urge. When I wasn't eating, I was thinking about eating, especially when trying to lose weight.
Two things have substantially changed that for me. One was stacking my birth control. I knew that "that week" has always been by far, the worst hunger week for me. Even before Seasonique and other reduced period birth control, I had asked doctors about skipping periods by stacking bc, but they (all men doctors) weren't too enthusiastic about my trying it, so I never did, until I spoke to a woman doctor who told me that there was no reason for me not to try it. She also recommended a lower carb diet (and had lost almost 100 lbs on a modified Atkins herself). My primary care doctor had also suggested low carb, because of my insulin resistance, but my only experience with low carb diets was that they made me dizzy and sick.
To shorten this very long story, I found out that I'm not addicted to food. I'm addicted to high carb foods. I can't eliminate food entirely, and I can't even eliminate carbs entirely, but I can eliminate sugar, white flour and rice, and other concentrated sources of carbs. I'm still struggling with doing that, for a variety of reasons, but when I'm successful that urge to eat is gone. Even the psychological need to have huge quantities of food is also gone. It was so dramatic, I think in my head I still can't quite "get it" and am still testing the limits (and yes, the walls still are there).
I have fibromyalgia, and like many people with the condition, find that carbohydrates, especially refined or concentrated sources of carbs trigger flares of the pain and fatigue. Given the obvious physical improvement I feel when I control carbs, you think it would be easier for me to avoid them, but it is stil a struggle. The better I get, though, the better I feel and the easier it does get.
It took some experimenting for me to find the right carb level for me, and it's still a bit of a tightrope walk. Too low and the hunger is completely gone, but I feel sick and forget to eat (and get very cranky, which is a signal for hubby to remind me to eat). Too high and the hunger returns, and the fatigue, pain and brain fog of the fibro gets worse. Also, the carb level of foods is as important as my carb level for the day. High sugar carbs (even if they're natural, high fiber carbs) can be trigger foods for me, and easy for me to overeat. Squash isn't a binge food for most folks, but it can be for me.
I'm not "cured" or even "abstinent" yet. I still sometimes try to convince myself that I can have a high carb food if I count it in my exchanges. While this works pretty well with "good carbs" (by South Beach definition), when I try it with a processed or low fiber carb, raging hunger comes back and I tend to eat off plan.
I'm not saying that all food addicts are carb addicts, but it is something to consider. I'm losing slower than I've ever lost before. My metabolism just doesn't do fast weight loss anymore, but I've never gone so long on a downward weight trend, especially with such little difficulty. It's a new experience to be losing weight without "missing" the food.
I really feel that if I had found this in my early 20's, with my high activity level at the time, the weight would have fallen off effortlessly. As it is, it isn't falling off, so much as dripping off, but the effort is still very manageable, not the 90% of all my mental and physical resources just to lose weight as previous attempts required.
Last edited by kaplods; 10-27-2008 at 08:14 PM.
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