Brand new, from Canada.
Hello everyone, I have been reading and not joining in for a while now...I guess I'm ready, finally. I recently came to terms with the fact that I am an obese woman, and that that 'category' means that I am at risk for some scary health complications. My body mass index is 44...which I interpret to mean that I'm almost 50% pure fat...whether or not this is true it makes me feel gross. I know that I have to lose weight, but I'm 38, inactive and its just easier to eat than to diet. All I think about is food...that I shouldn't eat certain things, shouldn't eat so much, shouldn't crave, shouldn't give in. I'm at my all time high and getting higher every day. Remember that woman and "stop the insanity"!? Well, where is she when I need her! I have tried WW, Herbal Magic, dexatrim, Scarsdale, but it all comes back to pigging out and not being able to stay on the plans. I think I want it, weight-loss, but I am so self destructive I can't possibly want it enough.
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