I am glad you got it off your chest.
I think most people feel their words are just words. Some brush it off, some use them as motivation & some just let allow it to eat them up inside causing more damage.
But you make a choice to choose which route will benefit you in the long run.
You're not alone. This forum offers plenty of support and inspiration. You'll be surprised how many others are experiencing the same treatment.
I wish you much success! You can do it. You've already proven you can once before.
Good luck girl.