Thanks guys.

I'm excited... I felt my backbone today... for the first time in who knows how long. It's weird... and I know I've been told that liking to feel your bones is the "first step to anorexia/bulimia/other eating disorder". But... I disagree. I like my bones... and I want to be able to feel the ones that I feel on all my thin friends...

(not that I go around feeling their bones...

)
Today I ate a lot less than I meant to... I had a banana for breakfast, a mango and two avocadoes for a late lunch... and that's it. I was running around most of the day... and I'm starting to get disgusted with the food everyone else is eating, like pizza, hot dogs (ok... never liked hot dogs... but would at least eat them), etc etc. So... I just didn't eat... telling myself I would eat later. And I really meant it... I would eat later. But now it's 9:30 PM and I had to leave the football game early because I was very close to passing out due to no food in my system and not as much water as I needed.
Urgh... that's the ONLY part I hate about dieting. I begin to forget that I'm supposed to eat... and so I don't... and end up with like.. literally... 500-1000 calories for the day...
But then again... I have other days where I have like... 1500-2000... so maybe it's evening out? I dunno. I'm loving this raw fruits and veggies thing... and I've lost a lot of weight so far, I can both feel and see my collarbone (not well... but it's there...

), and I've lost inches all over me... so there are results... and I feel great (apart from my stupid depression or whatever it is... now that's just plain annoying now).
So yeah... I'll lose that freshman 15... class of 15... 15 lbs down. (technically though... I'm class of 14... I'm graduating a semester early)