I detest people in places of authority that have forgotton what it feels like to be the new person at work. Expecting you to know everything and being impateint when questions are asked. I also hate being shouted out, don't take your anger out on me, so you are stressed out because of work? not my problem. I hate being so sensitive, always have been but It is the one part of my personality I wish I could just erase. I need thicker skin...

I JUST WANT THIS PART TO BE OVER WITH! I have been working my *** off for three months and I still can't see any difference. I seriously think i've lost 48 pounds in my neck. thats the only darn place i can see a slight change. I hate that i'm down almost 50 friggin' pounds but i haven't gained one ounce of confidence! and there are girls a lot bigger than me at the bar getting a man! but not me-i just can't do it! I hate that I used to be beautiful and now i'm just a lump. all i want is for my hard work to start showing. just a teeny bit.

sorry for the negative rant lol i needed to get it off my chest and what better place to do it than this thread?

I hate the fact I'm up 4 pounds in weight!

I hate the fact I'm still too damn lazy to do anything and I'm going home in weeks...FAIL! I wanted to be skinny!

I hate the fact that my mind plays damn tricks on me and doesn't allow me to think I look skinny all the time! I hate the fact that I got fired from my part time job just because I'm strong minded and not a two faced catty miserable twat!

I hate the fact that some guy told me I was ugly and he isn't even that good looking himself!

I hate the fact now I'm not going to have a lot of party money and I have to watch what I spend!

I hate the fact I probably could have had some bills paid off but didn't do it because I decided SHOPPING was so much more fun.

I hate the fact that I'm too damn lazy to even get a better paying job and get out there and try something different!

I hate the fact that my Papa passed away last week and it's been a year since I seen him and didn't get to say goodbye!

I hate the fact that I always feel hungry and it's only because I'm bored!

I hate the fact that I'm just soo damn lazy!

Worse of all I hate the fact that this is low blow me week and everything had been going so well over the last few months.

and even worse then that....I hate the fact that in the end this was all my own doing! (minus my Papa passing away.) FAIL BALLS!

And lastly I hate the fact I'm sitting at a desk wanting to cry just because I want to cry!

MiZTaCCen - I'm so sorry for your loss!!! :hug:

I have some more to add:


I'm really upset because I FINALLY ordered some bras that fit me. I had to order them from the UK because bras where I live only come in a cup size B and they just make the band size smaller or larger (and that's pretty much the exact opposite of what I need in a bra!!!). Well, the stupid bras were supposed to arrive last friday (I paid extra for fast shipping because I really need them!!!) and custom sent them back to the UK! :mad: :devil: :sp::stress::tantrum::censored: Thankfully, the company has been great about it and resent them immediately once I called about the problem but I really need those bras and I ordered a new swimming suit that I've been desperately waiting for!

Ok, another complaint. I've been sick. I ate something bad this weekend and it's been giving me serious digestional issues (sorry for TMI). I haven't been able to eat a lot or exercise for a few days. I took some medicine and now I'm pretty much better BUT I'm seriously bloated even though the scale has dropped a couple of pounds. I'm about 1-2" bigger everywhere and I really want this to just go AWAY!!! :mad:

Runningfromfat - Thank you! and ugh I hate bras my boobs aren't big so if I don't need to wear one I won't usually unless I'm at work...but I can't get bras that fit me perfectly. They're either small or big never in between.

Yep, I think bras are pretty much evil. :p I really need to wear one but it's been impossible finding a good fit locally. This is the first time I've ever ordered bras and I'm just hoping like crazy they actually fit well because this has been such a pain to get them here. Adding to the fun I'll have to pay return postage if I need to send them back (and that won't be cheap from abroad, ugh!). Personally, I'd just love to get them all custom fit, sigh....

I live in california...I hate all these *****es that have eaten whatever they wanted their whole life and STILL look as thin as a rail. Not to mention their perfect F-ing tans and their perfect perky tits! It pisses me off that I have to be hungry all the time and those chicks can eat pizza and **** I dont even eat when Im not dieting! Then they have the balls to yell stupid **** out their window at me because I finally felt pretty enough that day to wear high heels!!!

I JUST WANT TO TAKE A TWO BY FOUR TO THEIR PRETTY LITTLE FACES!!!!!!

i like this thread <3<3<3

I am confused as to why I always have to have a "fight or flight" response to EVERYTHING! I can't just sit and be happy, I always automatically find something to fret about. If I try my hardest not to, I feel bored. Either boredom or worry...I just want to feel happy and chill!

Oooh this is like therapy!

-I'm still frustrated that I had to start over with my weight loss. This week, I have reached the weight I was at before the holidays. If I had stayed in my groove, I'd be at goal. Oh well.

-I'm annoyed that one of my good (tall and skinny) friends constantly feels the need to make comments about weight, her traithaloning, her wealthy dates, her wealthy family, etc etc. Major jealousy issues.

-I'm sad that I can't get a date myself. I just don't hang out in bars, I like library books, and I enjoy aerobics classes. I'm girly, sue me!

-I'm frustrated with my employer (and myself) for not properly collaborating on my vacation schedule. I am now scrambling and will probably have to change flights.

-I'm sad that I still have no self confidence.

-I'm a little homesick

-and now I have to go to work. Siiiiigh.


That felt good. I like this thread. :) hahaha

Sending you all good thoughts!

Aggggh! I'm just annoyed with everything lately.

My family is a ton of drama and think family get togethers are necessary. I can't stand them! Besides, my own mom called me fat yesterday =[

My bf is sitting there eating a dang hot dog and I really really want one. He loses three pounds a week eating horrible food. I gain weight eating healthy.

The most though, i hate going to our indoor pool, and seeing little skinny *****es in bikinis. UGGGGH I wanna be them =[

I absolutely haaaaaaaaaaaaaate the cellulite on the back of my thighs! There's 1 "dimple" that is extra deep and gross looking and sits right on the side of my left thigh. UGH!

Ah, felt good to let that out. LOL

I am so angry that i went off plan for 4 days last week :(

and now i have to weigh in tomorrow and if i am up i will be even more piss'd off grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I'll go easy with my first rant. ;)

I hate that I'm mentally stuck here at 194. I workout semi-consistently and eat like a bird during the week. Then the weekend comes and everything goes to ****. I love my boyfriend but saying he supports me and hen ordering a plate of fries/onion rings with cheese and a chocolate Jonny rockets shake doesn't help!!! The man craves very very bad food and it shows. He's gained 20 pounds in the last 5 months or so. F

Second, I hate my job. No one here is nice to me, I'm invisible! They're openly interviewing people for my job and talk about it infront of me. Plus they eat junk/ candy all the time. My one co-worker is now a size 0 because she eats and "can't gain weight if she tries"!!! Dont you despise people like that?! I do!

Lastly, I'm jealous of everyone getting engaged/mariried. I should be here too but due to financial, job and family problems I'm not. I'm going to try on bridesmaid dresses for my best friend's wedding on Thursday and I'm hoping with spanx I can fit a 14! I already cut out the tags from my clothes so I don't have to see the sizes. Her lil sister is MOH and she's like a 4. How can something look good on her and I??

Enough ranting for now. Thanks for the support!!

I hate smartasses on forums who think they have it all figured out. Arrrg.. just.. /annoying paris hilton voice/ what-eveeeer..

I got these bug bites today, plus 4 more including 1 in my ear and 1 in my elbow!!! Makes me afraid to go outside and exercise, I am so itchy and I cannot handle any more
Neck
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Face-shiny with cortozone, which is not strong enough lol
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foot
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other foot
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wrist, which is supposed to be straight, IDK how obvious it is, but it is extremely raised, like a mini bug bite mountain
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I am going to scream ugh I am so itchy
:(:(:(

Mad that I cant wear dresses without stockings because my thighs feel like sand paper against eachother

So glad i found this thread =)

I am SO MAD at myself. I have been at this for 2 years and keep loosing 20lbs, than gaining it back, than loosing it, and gaining...well a few months ago i had gotten down to 192 and I have been DESPERATELY been waiting to hit 189...was so close!! Now...idk what happened to let myself go, was costantly eating out and eating whatever i wanted, and not working out, now i gained back 25lbs!!!! That took me MONTHS to loose!! Ughghgh!!! And I feel so HUGE n can def feel bigger and my clothes are tight. It just sucks!!!

I hate that even one bad meal, or snack, I GAIN!!!!!!

I hate that my stomach hangs, most big girls are big but their stomachs dont hang, I HATE IT!!!!!!!

I work night shift plus have a 5 year old and I hate that im not skinny, that i have to be so tired and WORKOUT and be stressed all the time to still try and get everything done in my day. I just wish i was SKINNY ALREADY!!!

Im tired of wearing way to big tshirts!!!!! I want to wear cute girly clothes!

Ive been telling myself for 5yrs that im gonna lose weight, i have a closet full of clothes i have bought for motivation that i want to fit into. Im tired of just starring at them :/

70LB gain when I was pregnant and never lost it WHYYYY

LOL ok thats my rant =)

I'm so unsure if I I'm doing the right course at Uni. I'm stressed out. Do I change/ not change course. Will I ever get a job doing my current course?

I'm also moving soon, and have not met by new flat mates.

And my sleeping is so disturbed. I catch 4 hours a sleep at night, I'm really tired now at 11 am, but if I go to bed now, I won't be able to sleep at night.

I'm sick of suffering from depression. I just want to get emotionally healthy.

I hate my job, its such hard work, i hate my manager, it makes my hard job even harder because he even breathes annoyingly. I dont think I want to even do my job anymore but ive got so used to the money, and a different one would never pay as well! Do i want to do a job i hate just for money?! and do i even hate this job or just hate my manager?!!! I really want to emigrate out of London but would I be able to get work elsewhere?? would i be able to support myself?! arghghg!

Starting out with the intention of a mini rant...but who knows, I get carried away...

I'm so pissed at myself for maintaining and kind of taking a break for the past few months. I know I started a new job, my first ever full time one, and I should give myself a bit of a break - but why? Other people manage to work full time and still lose weight.

I'm pissed off that I'm not at goal and it's almost the anniversary of when I started this journey. It definitely wasn't an unachievable goal in a year, and I have no one to blame but myself.

I'm pissed off that what I want to eat most of the time isn't good for me. And I'm pissed off that I'm letting myself slip more with eating it, thinking that a couple higher calorie days won't matter. Sure. A couple won't matter. But they won't have me losing again either.

I'm pissed off that it has been at least a month, maybe 2 or even more since I had a proper loss. And I'm pissed off that I haven't seen anything under 60kg.

I wish this thing was easy. I wish I could just be one of those people that eat what they want and look good.

I hate that I don't care as much about being healthy as I do about being smaller....I know I started this as a way to lose weight AND be more healthy, but all I can think about now is just staying smaller and getting smaller than I am now. I would live on cheeseburgers, fries and mexican food if I could.

Ok, that wasn't a tiny rant. And I don't feel better - I hate that I never feel true contentedness.

This thread is perfect right about now :)

-I am annoyed that I have to start thinking about doing my taxes! grrrrrrr how frustrating

-I am soooooo over working the same retail job and dealing with the same crazy people day in day out! GO AWAY! I work in a shoe shop and it's like everyone that walks through the door wants me to go into the store room and create them the perfect pair of shoes that will last them for the next thousand years!!! grrrrrrr

Lol my 2nd mini annoyance is gonna need a tmi disclaimer =) So, i've mentioned before on another thread how this medication is blocking my system up.. and i thought i had the problem fixed but nope, i havent been able to take a decent poop in days! hahaha! this sucks because ive been exercising and eating right and nothings happening. And everyone says more water and fiber but thats part of my diet! so i already get that and it just frustrates me because how can you lose weight if nothings coming out? you know? i was taking coconut oil for a while and that helped, for two days but now idk what to do i dont want to take anything that could mess my body up but it just sucks doing well on my plan but not seeing any results. for the stupidest reason ever! ewww! i just want to be done with this medication and hopefully i get back to normal, i didnt even weigh myself this morning because i know theres no way i could have even maintained yesterdays weight. UGHHHH i just want to be back to normal! i was doing so well

BENEFIBER!!!!!!! I know it seems weird and I always thought it was for OLD people but when you are restricted your calories your body tries to hold on tighter to things. I had this problem as well and after three days I am soooo back on track.

lol ill definitly try that out =D might save my life hahaha

I just need to tell someone... anyone!

I ABHOR my coworker!!!!!!!! I don't like the word hate, lol. But there is not one person I dislike more than her. And I am soooo lucky that I get to spend 45+ hours a week w/ her!

Here is a list of the qualities that have led me to my great dislike for her:

- She is always late. If she is scheduled to open, she is never here on time.

- She takes more than her allotted hour for lunch, and never gives me a heads up. We get an hour. Monday, she took 2hr 15min... Yesterday 1hr 15min. And didn't clock out.

- She hoards things on, in, or around her desk. I am constantly looking for things I need, only to find she has them hidden.

- She doesn't answer the phones.

- She is LAZY. I do at least 80% of the work load.

- She is constantly on her cell phone (texting, personal calls, etc.) & the internet. She even writes her college papers & projects while she is here on the clock. The past few days she has been in the market to refinance her car... and she does it on work hours.

- She will clock out for lunch. Take the whole hour. Clock back in... and eat! WTF?

- She just has a $hi++y attitude. Totally unpleasant to be around.

I guess most of these things wouldn't bother me so much if A) She did more work! B) She was held accountable for her actions.

IDK what to do because she pisses me off so bad it's literally stressing me out & making me anxious! UGHHHH