I'm even sicker today than I was yesterday. It's thrown my diet way, way off. I am so upset. It's so hard to prepare and cook meals and take care of my kids... i drank some soda... ugh. I am hating myself for not being able to follow through. I haven't been pigging out because my throat hurts SO BAD, but I haven't been "good" either... i'm just eating what i can and what doesn't hurt my throat so much (like soft foods like pasta - ugh!! high calorie!!) i did steam some carrots yesterday until they were super soft so they weren't hard to eat... so i guess i get 1 point for healthy carrots.

I was 189.8 this morning. I think a lot of it is water retention. I'm hoping I come off this week maintaining and that I feel better by the weekend. I didn't exercise yesterday or today.... i just feel like i've been run over by a truck... i really don't want to go back in the 190's :cry:

189.4 :)

so I have been gone for a long time. Some crazy stuff has come up and things were on hold;however, I check my weight this week and I've been between 179 and 180 daily. So close! I don't remember the last time I was sub 180.Had to be before 8th grade because i lost weight then and remember being around 180 to 185. haha. So excited for the scale to stick 179, though am paranoid about scale being "off". I really haven't been eating well or working out much more. Perhpas its stress? i don't know. I do know though that I am a solid 8 so that may cancel out my "off" concerns.

187... wet up .4 but I'll take it. I've been insanely stressed, and eating is the last thing on my mind.

Ok was 190.2 this morning, I refuse to leave this board though, I am up 2 entire lbs from yesterday for no good reason, I'm so pissed!

189.0 this morning.

I hate food! :mad:

cb1 - be happy! it will go back down!

Thunderstorming here.. URG. Guess I'm not running and finishing the outside portion of my workout! :(

cautiously stepping in to this thread! I have been hanging in the 190s one because I refuse to believe I have actually made it to the 180s. I was 186.8 this morning so maybe I am actually here now. I am still convinced its not true!

187.6 = eight pounds lost :) I'm so excited!!!!

After being in the 190's for 8 months, I was 189.2 this morning! I haven't been in the 180's since I was 16!

188.4 this morning!!! :carrot: yay!

I've been absent for a while, not just from 3FC but from trying to lose weight in general. I've overhauled myself mentally and now I just need to make those changes I've decided on and get back on track.

I'm up 2lbs from May (which isn't too bad considering) and I'm 182lbs.

Fingers crossed for 180 (OR LESS?! hehe) by next week :)

189.4, I'm still up from several days ago and don't know why! So irritating.

188.0 this morning = 8 lbs lost total. I'm so close to 10!!! I've been dieting for about a month -i totally can't wait to say i've lost 10 lbs?

I was 187.0 this morning. I couldn't believe it. In retrospect, I wish i'd gotten totally naked before I weighed in because then I might have been 186.something. haha. I know, silly right? Anyway my workout pants were wanting to slide off my hips during the 30 day shred today. I take it that's a good sign? I think I'll pull out my sewing machine and just sew up the sides because I'd like to save money for when I'm quite a bit smaller. I don't want to have to buy new workout pants every 10 lbs, anyway.