Thanks for all the good luck, ladies, but it didn't really help
I didn't even get called back. I had a pretty great audition, I thought...not the best I've ever done, but not horrible at all. All the girls the director called back are pretty thin, and I'm about 99% sure that that's what kept me from being considered. Vocally I'm better than most of them, and acting-wise I definitely hold my own. I know it's weight.
What kills me is that I'm not even that big!! I'm a size 12, but I'm tall, so if I were a size 0 I would just look weird. I'm pretty proportional, and ya know what? I'll say it, I'm pretty. I really am. I have really clear skin, bright green eyes, red-brown hair, and straight white teeth. The other thing is that there's NO REASON given in the script for this girl to be really thin. It's a very modern show, so the typical "ingenue" from classic shows doesn't really fit.
I'm so mad, I don't even know what to do. And I'm really sad, as well, because now this means that I don't get to do ANY performing this semester. I'm not in any performance classes (couldn't fit them in my schedule), and all the shows are cast (or in callbacks already). No voice lessons, either, because my teacher works at a conservatory so his students from the regular school year are all back.
I don't even know what to do....