I have a REAL problem with alcohol and weight.. alcoholism runs in my family big time, my mother and all 5 of her brothers and sisters drink almost daily.. except for one who was the worst back in the day, and has now been sober for many years.. Ive only heard the stories of him driving on the wrong side of the interstate, being drunk in the morning at work, and worse. I visited my aunt last month and every morning for breakfast she would have a few white russians. My mom never drank growing up, I think because of what she had seen with her siblings and to try and be a good influence on me.. but I started drinking when I was 13.. I found my parent's cabinet that they never really used, and it usually had a couple bottles of liquor in it.. I would fill have a soda bottle with it and bring it to school >_> Now that I am 21, 22 in a few months, my mom drinks a couple times a week now too.. I drink probably 1-2 times a week and BINGE drink 1-4 times a month.. and by binge drinking I mean drinking everyone else under the table..
this past weekend I hosted a party at my house for my boyfriends birthdays and all his buddies from work showed up.. I drank at least 8 cape cods that were 1/4 vodka and 3/4 juice.. at least 5 shots of henessy and hypnotiq.. a couple shots of whiskey, and a few mixed drinks of captain morgan's tatoo and sprite.. I had made a plan before the party that I wasnt going to drink much.. I was going to stop early, and I was going to drink a glass of water for every mixed drink.. especially because I had to work a 9 hr shift at 10 am the next morning.. but I stayed up until 3 am, and ended up calling in the next day..
not only do I get tons of calories when I binge drink like that, but I eat TONS while Im drinking. Even worse is the next morning when I feel a little nauseous, I eat tons more without even thinking of the calories... also after a party usually a handful of us will go out to breakfast.. I cant believe the amount of food I eat the next day after drinking heavily. I also feel really lethargic and unhealthy the next day and I pretty much just lay around the house and do nothing. What makes it extra hard to quit is the fact that people joke about how I drink, I've got more than a couple nicknames involving the word drunken

My boyfriend made a comment today that was like "everyone at my work thinks youre awesome" and Im like "really?" and he says "yeah because you drink like a guy".. I guess its cool around here, because its Maine, and no one can find anything else to do.. but I told him I wish I didnt have the GUT of someone who can drink like a guy lol >_>.. It doesnt help that people throw shots in front of me because they want to see how much I really can drink, and after Ive been drinking I just cant ignore a challenge.
Sorry for the big rant, but it did feel good to get that off my chest lol. I've gained 20 pounds a year over the past 3 years, and I feel like a big part of it is the alcohol... I know I cant just stop right now, but I really am going to try and stop with the binge drinking and sticking to low calorie drinks and snacks.. I think my best suggestion is to plan the amount you are going to drink ahead of time, and really focus on pacing yourself.. drink a glass of water for every drink or shot.. alcohol really dehydrates you and you may mistake this for hunger since you have a drink in your hand already! Have low calorie snacks around for the night and the next morning! cheers
