Thank goodness for the anonymity of the internet! Warning, TMI ahead.
I always told myself I would never lose my virginity until I was under 200lbs.
I'm currently 18 and in love with my boyfriend of two years. We are "intimate" but have never gone all the way. He loves me and supports my decision, and I'm so glad he's understanding. I think our relationship has grown more because most people our age just focus in on the physical but we've grown to known eachother as complete individuals.
Of course I'm kinda hoping that we get married 3 years from now, so hopefully I'll lose the weight by then. I know I can. If not I'll be a virgin bride, and that night I'll give up the goal! lol
Oh, and this goal has nothing to do with me thinking I'm "unsexy." I see myself as beautiful and a lot of big women as flat out erotically beautiful. It's just a personal goal, and very good motivation!!!