Okay.. so I'm a moron! The mind is a very powerful thing!!!
I have gotten used to my weight.. it's grown on me - excuse the pun! I look in the mirror and yeah, sure I'm fat.. but not as fat as... (fill in the blank). Then I look at pictures of myself!! Seriously, I weigh atleast 60-75 lbs more then I think/feel that I look.
Is this really weird or what? In pictures I don't even know it's me - it's my much fatter sister - no.. THAT'S ME! Holy *&%!!!
Sorry for the rant - but why did - and still does - my brain play tricks like that?
Can I be in THAT much denial?!!!
Dana