Hi everyone, my name is Elie and I just found this website today. I am on multiple websites in regards to weight loss as I have just started the Jenny Craig diet. I have to lose 120 lbs to get to my goal weight of 150. I am currently 271.3 and miserable.
I am in a few other support groups but one can never have enough support I am just so miserable being like this and my family and friends are tired of me talking about trying to lose weight. They don't understand i need to do this. Two years ago when i was pregnant with my son I quit smoking cold turkey and even though i lost my son at 22 weeks i never went back to smoking at all, i smoked three packs of cigarettes a day until i got pregnant with poor Conner. After i lost him I had no interest in smoking at all but i did notice i have packed on the weight but after I lost my son Conner i got pregnant again with Charlene and gave birth to a healthy baby girl 12 months after the loss of my son at that point i was 240 lbs and i lost about 30 lbs from that pregnancy bringing me to 210, then all of a sudden i gained so much weight bringing myself to 271.3, i nearly cried. I knew i was bad because i have aches and pains and can't walk for long periods of time.
To this day i still refuse to smoke. One friend of mine said "go back to smoking and maybe you will stop gaining and start losing". I refuse to do that, i prefer to diet and get support from people in the same situation as me.