I had been procrastinating writing this, but I figured I might need it for future reference. My "DING" moment happened almost 2 weeks ago in an intimate situation. I won't go into details, but that will remind me
Don't even bring up wedding pictures! Actually, I probably don't look that bad-I weighed about 208 then. But I always gain weight in my face, and I hate the way my face looks in them. My body actually doesn't look too badly. I was lucky to find a dress that fit beautifully. I rented it, actually, and they altered it very nicely for me. I SO wish I had lost weight for my wedding. I was around 145 when I met my husband, and wish I were that weight when I married. I tried to lose weight-of course my mother had to open her big, fat mouth and say "aren't you even trying to lose weight for your wedding?" That pissed me off so much, I didn't even try much after that. Oh, well. I wish I had that time back to do it again.
Well, it's our tenth wedding anniversary on 8/29, and I'm determined to weigh UNDER 208. I'm at 217, so I'm not too far off!
Inca's Momma , 06-22-2003 06:42 PM
