i took my before pics. with my stomach relaxed and basically "letting it hang out" no angles to make it look better, no just my face, but the before pic, in all it's depressing glory.
I HATE IT. i look like i swallowed a cow for dinner. gah. i never ever want to see myself looking like this again.
for the sake of my sanity, i am not putting it up for public consumption just yet. but i did take it, front and side view. and it took me forever to work up the courage to see what the camera would tell me.
if that's not motivation to stay on track, i don't know what is.



