Thank you so much for all your wonderful comments. It's so hard when struggling to get back to it, I know that I will keep coming here and it'll click again, I'm going to write down my goals and work on a menu plan for the next few days, my garden is starting to produce some nice veggies now so that will help.

I've been super weepy the last few days and this brings my harsh feelings on myself out, but you all just reminded me why I'm here. thank you.

a quickie before I head home. My view of myself morphs all the time, from hey, sexy chick! to wow, you are BIG! it's bizarre. and can be depressing. I keep coming to read and post, and I've been up and down from life stuff, it really does help me get my mind and thinking in the right place, and not to keep GAINING until I get completely back on track. you're not alone.