i left the house feeling good about myself, i was dancing around and having a good time... then i saw the pictures from the night. the first full body picture i have seen of myself in a very very long time...
im in shock, i'm humilated to look that badly and barely want to be seen in public now.
pictures are evil.
thats me in the jeans and black shirt dancing with the girl in the white top in the one picture, then in the second picture, i'm in the background...
my thighs, my bum, my belly, my face... i'm so fat!



