Hi Chicks,
I am back after a long time away. The first time I was here I lost 100 pounds and found the man of my dreams. 3 years later, he's gone and I miss him so much. He owns a bar and he never comes home because he has to work so hard to keep the doors open. He laid off a bunch of people when things started getting slow and he's doing the job of 3 people now. He told me that he loves me and he can't hurt me anymore by being away from home so often. He says I deserve a better life than he can give me, that I need a man who will be there for me. I disagreed, but he won't change his mind. He says he left because he's no good for me. SIGH . . . So here I am lonely and depressed and having consoled myself in every nasty food imaginable. Double miserable now because I gained back so much of the weight I lost before. So here I am, hoping to pick up the pieces of my life and drop some of this weight. Maybe he might come back, maybe he wont. But I need to do something to make myself feel better.
Sorry to be so long
Welcome back and good luck!!!
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