All right!! you did something wonderful for yourself.
And wow... do I know EXACTLY how you feel, or have felt about exercise.
I hated exercise, I HATED to sweat.. thought it was VERY un-lady like.. Lord I REALLY, REALLY hated to sweat..
I starved myself for years just so I could KEEP my weight off and NOT have to exercise.. Finally I read a book about metabolism and realized I HAD to exercise.. I just had to..
I started walking.. and now I LOVE it (the only thing I love exercise wise, but I am doing other things as well)..
If you will walk on a regular basis.. you will actually miss it when you can't get it in for a day... and want to very much get back to it..
I kept up my motivation for the first six weeks by listening to books on tape (steamy love stories).. I think this is what really helped.. having something to keep my mind off the drudgery of walking.. and then I had built a habit and the habit kept me going..
Now I have a LIBRARY! of books on tape... and if I can't get my walk in every day I feel just not right..
Just keep telling yourself "this is my time".. "I am taking care of myself today"..
Yeah You!