Sorry to hear you gained Maggie. I am sure I did too. But you were able to look at your week and see where you can make changes, Great Job!!!!
Seems like there are a few of us feeling Blah these days. I am in such a junky mood. I can't seem to get it together. I can white knuckle my way through Wednesday and Thursday. Then Friday I fall apart. By Sunday there is no way to save the week. I am angry. Not just with the whole weightloss thing, with everything. I found myself screaming swear words at a bunch of coat hangers b/c they fell off the bar right after I had just hung them all back up. WTF?! I think I am crazy LOL.
My sister is going to try to have gastric bypass. She has PCOS and IR. SHe tried a strict program with her doctor, that involved shots, pills, strict diets, whey protien shakes. All of which was paid out of pocket. She's had blood work, saliva tests. Her hormones are all out of whack and the last resort her doctor has to offer is fasting. She can't do it anymore. After a great deal of research she is going forward with surgery. I understand, though it's not for everyone I feel she's done everything except that. What are her options, you know? She did the diet, it worked until she had a major shift in hormonal levels. And here I am. I have a "normal" body. I have the chance to do this. It works when I do the program. Why can't I get it together?
Sometimes I feel like eating is the only thing I do control in my life. DH chooses to live here so we do. Even if I wanted tow ork I have no career choices. The area is so small, DH gripes about the gas it would take for me to go work part time. I feel I have no control in my life. The kids occupy my entire life. WW is my only away time. Food is the only thing I do just for me. I mean even know while I type I am helping DD with her leap pad, holding DS and trying to keep him happy. I don't know. I am so sad and angry right now. I really have nothing to be sad or angry about. GRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
Sorry this is so grumpy. Nobody will talk to me here. DH says I just need to chill out and stop being such a B*$CH and everyone will be happier so I will be happier. Well. I am off to clean up. Today is my last day off before I have to start babysitting again. I am a little resentful about that too. The lady I watch kdis for is going to work half days this week, so she can come home in teh atfernoons and get her house ready for sale, and do yard work while I wtach the kids at her house. I get that she pays me and all that, but I don't get to do yard work alone, I have to juggle 2-4 kids. I'd rather not get paid and have half days clean my own yard.
DS is getting ansty. SO have a great day all!!!! I am sure once I have the house cleaned today I will feel better