I started this journey knowing it was going to take awhile to reach my goal. I am prepared to fight for it every step of the way. The problem is I thought if I lost 30lbs I would see a difference in my body! My boyfriend recently lost 20lbs and I see a huge difference in him but when I look in the mirror I don't see a change in myself. I started at 177 and am now at 147, I was hoping to see something. Anything. I just..... don't. My boyfriend is constantly telling me I am much smaller then I was, them again I don't think he would have the heart to tell me there was not much of a change.
Not going to lie, its upsetting me a little bit lately. He looks so good and I just look..... fat.