And By "That Guy" I mean two things:
#1 The reluctant success story.
#2 The attractive one.
Guy #1: I feel awkward telling people I'm dieting now. I'm proud and grateful, but I mean. It's so awkward. People are excite,but it seems kinda like side-showish wonder or even kinda like they're thinking "FINALLY, i know he was like two breaths from death." I know this may be silly, but it's how I feel.
Guy #2: This actually makes me quite uncomfortable. I get a lot of attention that i do NOT understand. I sometimes think it's a female-wide prank on me. My friends say i get a lot of "heat". I rationalize by saying it's probably because girls realize I would never pursue lol. Which I wouldn't. Too self-conscious. I can't imagine more awkward exchanges. Even though, it is funny to see the confused "why are you not thrilled i'm flirting..." look on girls faces when I don't lose my mind when they show me attention. I have been told i have loads of charisma, but come one. What if I can't handle the social interaction aspect of being more attractive. It's already super awkward to make it known that i am NOT interested in a relationship of anything more than friends with anyone right now...
gosh this got ranty... any insight? Or am i just crazy?