DD is 6 months now. still breastfeeding, still getting up several times a night to feed. she is growing just fine and all is well except for the constant nursing.
I have been working out like crazy for months and watching every morsel that goes in my face. I write down exactly what I eat and when I eat it and generally keep to around 1500 calories a day. I eat healthy, plenty of fiber, protein, fruits and vegetables and low in fat. I workout for an hour and a half daily. an hour on the treadmill as fast as I can go. a half hour very difficult abs workout video.
my prebaby weight was over what it should be because of taking fertility drugs to get pregnant with DD. I weighed 180 or 190, dropped 20 pounds then gained back up to 230 at end of pregnancy. I worked out every single day and again watched every single morsel that went into my face, I didn't over eat. I got on the treadmill daily. still I got hugely fat.
I had a very unexpected emergency c section that was pure ****. the first 6 weeks after were nothing but ****. I now weigh 175-180 and just cant frekin drop any more weight. I am only 5'4'' to even be in a relatively healthy BMI I need to be around 140.
I seriously have to lose this weight, what else can I do? 2-3 hours of exercise? eat even less? I am one starving cranky *itch as it is. I am also so sick of family and friends saying "oh your breastfeeding, the weight should just melt off" no its not. Im killing myself exercising, Im starving, Im tired and above all Im still really really fat.