im
80 points over this week . . . EEK!!
but here's the thing: just seeing that number... it's a total eye-opener. i didnt even realize i
could eat so much. but on 2nd thought hrmm its clear that i have gone months and months and months under my old WOE doing just that... and probably far worse. and now TRACKING MY POINTS (even though it seems futile when im so freaking off plan) MAKES ME SEE IT !!
so i just wanted to let you all know that i made a mess (and i do understand that 80 points is a pretty big mess) of it this week to 1. get it off my chest 2. laugh at myself a little 3. feel a little shame and 4. let any "failure" out there know they're not alone!!
missed my last 2 WIs too. so 2 weeks without meetings, and oof i eat a ton of junk food?? reeeally??
ahh so thursday i plan to go. it really is just a matter of coming to terms with the FACT that i havent worked hard lately, and the scale knoooows it.
anyway despite this week's disaster, today ive rededicated.
is/has anyone been in the same/similar place and wanna join/share with me?