Back again !! Attempt #543909049504 This time I will succeed!!!
Heyyyyyy...
So I am back again, used to post here before but then somehow stopped. Not sure why, coz I find this to be the most effective weight loss community out there! Super bored of MFP and don't feel the same goal oriented support group vibe that I get from here.
Anyway since I was here last I have gained, so that sucks but yeaaa happy to start again. I'm back because last night -
I HAD AN AH-HA MOMENT.
I came home late at night and was very hungry, and the only thing open nearby me was a MacDonalds. I desperately wanted to go in, but I kept loitering around the outside waiting for it to clear out and not be so busy.
I was just too embarrassed to walk in, because I was convinced people would stare at me and think "Oh yeah, no wonder she's so fat! Eating all this junk!"
Even if it was all in my head, it was still a **** feeling. So I thought well, I can't go through life like this and its seriously time to do something about it.
Anyway, really happy to be back!!!
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