Welcome back! Congrats on the new baby
I can definitely relate. I have such a hard time sticking with something. I think my problem is I constrict myself from everything, end up binging, and give up from there. I am tired of the up and downs. I recently weighed myself and my eyes just about popped out of my head so I decided even though I'm pregnant, I'm taking control. So I've just been eating healthier and not overeating which I definitely was, and drinking all water. Trying to incorporate more activity as well without overdoing it.
I hope you'll stick around, we could definitely be motivators for each other if you like! You can do it!