I am so happy to have found this site. Not having supportive people around makes things that much harder.
I lost some weight a couple years back by just reducing calories and limited unhealthy carbs. I lost 30 lbs in 3 months. It was great. I allowed myself a cheat day after 90 days and I don't think I have been faithful to myself since.
I am ready again.
I have agoraphobia with exercise anxiety as well. I have recently try to start walking small amounts in my home. I time myself and see if I can beat the day before, if not, I still feel good for trying. But those are the good days. Bad days, are more like, "what's the point" mentality.
Being bipolar just doesn't make anything simple.
So, I am here, ready to go!!