I looked at your profile pic and my immediate reaction was 'Wow, she's pretty!' You really are and I hope that one day you will look in the mirror and truly see what we all see here.
Losing 60lbs is amazing! And I am sure that you will lose the remaining 25! Welcome to 3FC - you won't regret joining this forum. I am also glad that you have found your faith again - rest in God's peace and remember that you are fearfully and wonderfully made