Welcome Nita,
I am so sorry to hear about your dog, pm me anytime , I personally think my dog is my child so I can't imagine what you are going through but I can listen. Welcome to 3fc.
Anna
WELCOME. Unfortunately bad things happen in life. No matter what you need to take care of yourself first. Find a game plan and stick with it. Write down in a journal your feelings, your food, your exercise. It really helps once you get started you won't want to stop. Good luck and take care of yourself always. That means eating healthy and exercise daily. I am old and wise.