I'm debating going back down to 130 again. I am currently 142 (period bloat!!!), but generally am 138-140ish. I am 5'2 and quite busty (34F) and nothing in the 120s is going to look right on me. (I already tried, looked so awful). I have a fuller frame and I need some weight on me. I like looking like a woman with curves and soft definition. I belly dance at a Greek Restaurant and I can't have the rock hard or protruding bone thing; my bosses would not tolerate it!
Initially, I picked my goal weight because it was the difference between my smallest weight in my adult life achieved in a healthy and non disordered manner and the top end of BMI normal for my height and frame (+5 pounds because I'm busty). My doctor thought I should go for 150, but that didn't sound good to me. It didn't want to read as "chubby" anymore. I wanted to carry less because my breasts make me look heavier anyway. I did look great at 150, ****, I looked delicious at 160 even, but I like how I look at 133-140, but at the same time I don't know if I want to get back on that wheel again. I eat intuitively, get 90 minutes of physical activity daily and no foods are off limits (except for meat; I'm veggie) and I feel incredibly fit, sexy and alive.
Still I'd rather correct an 8 lb uptick than deal with an 80 lb uptick.
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