Hey novangel, I just saw your thread... Hope you're doing okay
Just wanted to say that I feel what you're going through... I've been on 100 mg Sertraline ( generic zoloft) for about 6 months now, after a few months of probably the worst episode of depression I ever dealt with. I am feeling significantly better, but not great, and it's tricky, because there is really no way of knowing for sure how much of the improvement is down to the pills and how much is just me getting out of "one of those phases". Anyway, I've certainly had recurring bouts of depression for a long time, and yoyo-d with my weight as long as i can remember.
I had a quite successful few months of weight loss about a year ago, then it all came back with comfort eating and binging once the depression pulled me down. When i started feeling better after starting the pills, I hoped that it would be easier to get my eating back under control and lose the weight again, but instead, i just kept putting on and on, and now I'm exactly where i was at my absolute heaviest... It feels very discouraging, because it's like all the work i did last year was completely pointless
Unlike you, I know that I eat too much though... But I find that i am hungry all the time and have constant cravings, making it very difficult to try and lose weight... and I have zero motivation or energy for exercise. I usually manage a few days of healthy eating, then i just binge of 5000 calories worth of junk food. But also, normally I lose weight pretty fast once I start eating healthily, now I seem to have no moral boosting quick change, so I guess maybe I just get discouraged and give up...
I guess I find it difficult to tell if it's the pills or the still underlying depression that are causing this. Also, I don't dare stopping or lowering the dose just yet, as i feel that going back down mentally would put a lot of things in my life at risk...
So yeah... Not sure if any this is helpful, I just went on a personal ramble there... But one thing i heard is that zoloft can make people retain water, so that could be contributing to your issues. Not sure how reliable this information is, but google some signs of water weight, and perhaps try some mild herbal diuretics if you think that could be the cause
All in all, i would still take having to deal with weight issues, horrible as they are, over dealing with full-on, disabling depression...