Hello there ladies!
Quiet out there today. Today I think was probably the hardest day so far. Amber spent the afternoon with ex yesterday, and then when she came home in the evening, she cried until bedtime because she "missed her daddy"
blah blah blah. It was very sad, and I tried to soothe her the best I could, and I tried to make things better-but she ended up crying herself to sleep. With Mommy rubbing her back, I felt so badly for her. My poor baby.So to say that I have been praying alot is an understatement. I am usually a person that prays daily-but lately its been like an all day event you know. Just really tough, and I know they say it gets alot worse before it gets better, so I am bracing myself for the worse, and holding Amber close, and hoping for the best. I know it will be alot better, I am sure it will be but in the meantime in the eye of this, its really difficult. You know I havemy own broken heart, because I gave this man six+ years of my life, BUT-I also have to mend my daughters broken heart, and that hurts more than anything else.
So I have been eating very very little, probably because I am stressing, and just not hungry, BUT thats okay because My clothes are getting loose, and that is so nice. I have been pretty much OP. I ate a banana yesterday because I was hungry, but not starved, or hungry enough for a meal or even a big snack. Just something to fill me up was all I needed.
Anyways....I hope that everyone is having a wonderful day, it is almost Easter, yaaay!
B-I am glad you are feeling better today. Just keep your head up.
Sorry I don't have any thing more enlightening to say, lol. But I am trying really hard to be my normal smiley happy self.
Ok...ladies! Have a great one.