I have like many of you been binging for years. The reason I don't know if I belong here is the binging has now turned into something a lot more like bulimia over the past 6-8 months. Though I知 not even really binging anymore I just end up purging out of guilt. If I eat off program (I'm on weight watchers) I'm done for most of the time. I never thought that after losing over a hundred pounds and being within 20 pounds of goal that this would happen. I don't know what is happening to me. I am having a lot of trouble understanding how this happened as I don稚 fit the 12-19 year old girl stereo type, I知 25. I am so afraid to gain the weight back. Dumbest thing about all of this is that I haven't lost any weight for months so it's not like I'm getting any so called benefit from it. I知 just living in fear of gaining, and angry that I知 not losing when I知 OP and not purging. I知 in an awful cycle I don稚 know how to stop. I have made an appointment to see my doctor on Thursday to get help.
Are there any threads where others like myself are posting? Could somebody let me know?
It's good of you to post!
I don't have any information for your problem, really, but I wish that I did.
I'm sure that someone else will post and will give you some advice/direction.
I'm glad that you have an appointment with the doctor and that you're recognizing the problem and looking for help.
A good thing: since it must have taken to much strength to lose all of that weight, you at least know that you have more than enough strength to overcome this, too!
Welcome, Ms.K!
Good for you going to get help right away. You're doing the right thing... you may not feel in control right now, but that's a huge step.
There's a thread here with links to different support sites... http://www.3fatchicks.com/forum/showthread.php?t=46673
And you're most welcome to join us here in the different support threads.
People come and go, but we're always here for you...
Not sure if I belong here?
