Hi everyone!
I am a bipolar lady who has just moved to a new state. I've been avoiding finding a new p-doc. Now my meds are running low... some of you probably know how the need for a new prescription is the best motivation for going to the doctor.
Anyway, I have spent the last three years being shuffled around by the teaching hospital where I used to go for treatment. (Outpatient at a hospital clinic, not committed.
) My old doctor sent me to the teaching hospital because my bipolar disorder is complicated (mixed state, rapid cycling, hard to treat the depression). He thought that doctors who had access to the latest research would be able to help me. He was right, but at the teaching hospital, they let residents treat patients. As a result, I've been seen by seven student-doctors over three years. I never developed a good relationship with any of them, because I would see them each for only six months until the next rotation.
I'm sick of telling my story to new doctors, re-hashing all the trouble I had getting treatment, being treated by somebody who doesn't know me but rather just reads a file before seeing me. So I'm not looking forward to finding a new doctor. I know that treatment is what allows me to lose weight, rather than gain a bunch of it due to emotional eating and lack of energy. So someone please kick me in the butt and keep me accountable for finding a new p-doc next week.
Thanks!