Hi Carole,
Glad you found us.
I liked the " in a nutshell" comment a lot. We affectionately call this place the nutty board
Yes it can be a challenge to find the right med. I think I am on my 4th med. It really rare I think to find the right med and the right dose the first time. I hope you have found the one that helps you.
I know all too well about that veil of apathy. I still argue with it every day. It tries to sneak back on weekends mostly.. brought on by sleep deprivation during the week. Don't you ever wish you could put the world on "pause"?
Anyway, welcome to 3fc and the boards. We have a daily thread that most of us post on every day, so you are welcome to join us there.