Hey all
So I got a new job, which is great, financially! But there are quite a few draw-backs...
I'm not dancing as much because it's getting close to the end of the year and recital time, so I'm doing much more watching than dancing in my classes... So there goes my main source of exercise...
My new job has me working 10 hour shifts, which is hard to stand for the whole time-- so I'm trying! but basically I'm stuck in a tiny 3X6' area by myself, and I have a TON of free time... where I'm tempted to sit and eat candy. (oh god, the candy...)
Also, ok, I work in a casino-- so ALL I get to eat is Casino Food (think Diner food..but greasy..
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I've been getting the Turkey Avacado Wrap (Turkey, Cheddar Cheese, Tortilla, Tomatoes, Avacado, and Lettuce), but it comes with French Fries or Onion Rings... *sigh* those onion rings will be my downfall. (and already have been).
But I think the worst thing of it all is that I'm working 8pm-6am... so it's really hard for me to track my food on one day (I'm using dailyplate--which I LOVE) if I'm sleeping from 7 or 8am-4 or 6pm...
Also, there's TONS of drama at work, which I won't get into here, but it's super stressing me out.... And I'm only an on-call, so I don't know if I'll have to work 10a-8p or 8p-6a any given day!
I'm on call until they have a shift for me... but... AUGH! I'm going CRAZY!!! And I've gained about 6 lbs in the past month... It's still less than I was before, but I was 1LB away from my mini goal!!!
*sigh*
I have a new resolution, and goal to work for-- my brothers wedding is at the end of June, so I'd like to be down to the measurements I said I am!!
If not thinner..
oi oi oi.
Ok i guess I just needed to rant. I'm just having a hard time tracking everything, getting my jobs done, getting exercise in, and worst of all, my stamina in dance SUCKS right now
I can barely get through warm-ups without feeling like I'm going to die!!!
gr.
ok I'm done.
I hope everyone else is having a better week than I am!!!!!