I'm so sorry - I
so know about the "eating in a fog" thing. My worst times are when I come home from work - home alone, stressful job, limited time window before DH comes home...
Over the past couple of weeks I've done pretty well -- first, I got rid of all my trigger foods. I can always find something, but I got rid of the "big" ones (crackers, chips, ice cream). I bought some of the Weight Watchers 1-point snack cakes, they are delicious. This past Saturday I got into a big fight with the DH, a sure way to get me to binge...and I went into the kitchen and I grabbed 4 1-point snacks and gobbled them down. I just kept telling myself over & over, "This binge will not relieve my stress. I'll just be stressed out AND full AND guilt-ridden at the end of this." It actually helped.
And it's the truth. The binges never helped with my stress, or sadness, or anger...even my boredom. So I gave myself some snack cakes, still stayed in my points and just suffered through it.
It sucked. But I did it. (Barely).
Anxiety is the absolute worst feeling in the world. Just don't be so hard on yourself or you'll stress even more! Let us know how you do tonight.