Hello all! I just wanted to introduce myself, and share some frustrations. Maybe you guys can help guide me in the right direction.
My name is Jacqui. I am 31 years old and a mother of six children. I have five living (14, 12, 11, 7, and 4), and one beautiful baby in heaven who passed of SIDS at 4 months old. Before I had children I was about 135lbs. Then I had many children and didn't lose the weight in between. So each child I ended up weighing more and more and more. I now weigh my heavest - at 305lbs when I am now making the decision to get serious about weight loss. At one point about two years ago I contemplated weight loss surgery, however I chickened out. I am an Registered Nurse, and I work on a surgical floor where we see all the complications of the bariatric surgery. I couldn't take the plunge! So now I am trying to do this, "the old fashioned way".
So, about three weeks ago I started making healthier eating choices and logging all my food. I also have started exercising on the treadmill (20mins the weight loss setting) because that's about as much as I can go. I want to try to raise it a minute every couple days for longevity. As I'm sure you all know, it is tough when you weigh so much
So, what has me frustrated thus far
Week 1 - I lost almost 10lbs. Okay, water weight I know that when you weight 300+ lbs you can fluctuate almost that much daily. So, the second week I weighed in, and I lost 1.8lbs. Not too shabby, I was hoping it would continue. Now, this week I weighed in this morning and I lost .2 lbs
. I now feel so frustrated already!
I was using MyFitnessPal to log my calories and it had me at about 1700 calories to which I was sticking too religiously. However, I am wondering if that's not enough calories? I'm not sure. So then I started investigating WW Points Plus and it tells me that I would be alotted 45 points a day. That seems like a HUGE amount of food!
I work night shift most of the time, so I try to eat the same if I'm working nights as I do on days. I eat breakfast (as I know that's important) and then something tiny for lunch, and then I eat dinner. I'm not hungry at all most of the time.
So, any suggestions guys? I know that was REALLY long and thank you if you made it this far. I can't wait to get to meet everyone and have someone who knows what I'm going through!