So glad you've joined us! That's an excellent first step on your road to good health, to get an effective support system. These ladies are awesome!
How about you try something else, take another step towards your success...write down everything you eat in a day. Every bite.
Do not judge yourself on your choices, you're just exploring the choices you make, and what kind of nutrition it provides you. Write down the calories, and how many grams of protein, carbohydrate and fat. Just do this for a few days.
Once you have this information, you can start making substitutions for some items, or eliminate some things altogether. I know that it's hard with a family, but I believe in you. I believe that you can do this.
I lost nearly fifty pounds just by rearranging my food choices. I eliminated all processed food, including white sugar, white flour. I eliminated butter. I cut WAY back on dairy (I get calcium from fortified almond milk instead, and sometimes, I just gotta have cheese!). I do not drink sodas or juice and rarely drink alcoholic beverages. I drink lots of water instead, and iced herbal teas. I get my carbohydrates from whole grains and fibrous vegetables. I don't eat processed meats (except uncured turkey bacon, once a week).
I recently gave up (again) the fast food habit. I've got more tweaking to do to my eating habits, but I don't believe in dieting. I will just make healthy food choices. I'm still working on the overeating thing. I do tend to take in too many calories. And even if you eat a lot of veggies, whole grains and lean meats, if you eat too many calories, you'll gain weight. I'm guilty of eating too many fats, even if those fats come from healthy sources like wild salmon, nuts, avocados and olive oil. And I still take in too much sodium. So I still have a lot of work to do, but these are things I know I can manage.
You can read my blog at
http://half-the-woman.blogspot.com/. I talk about all my failures as well as my successes there. I don't have "perfect compliance" days. And I'm cool with that! I accept that I won't ever be perfect in my choices, and that there's a price to pay for that (like really,
excruciatingly slow weight loss). But I'm still moving forward.
Take care, and welcome to the group!
Georgia