Everyone else has said it before me and I just don't know what I can add. I am in tears just knowing how wonderful you feel and knowing that you have worked SO hard to be where you are today.
Dang, I get busy for a day and you guys have a party without me. See Ammi, I told you you could do it, and that when you did you'd really feel different. So do you have that weird dual feeling of being very proud and happy for yourself, but also feeling disgusted that if was necessary to loose that much weight? Just try to focus on the first and use the second as incentive to never gain it back.
Ammi, I am SO happy for you and proud of you. You are such a sweet person and an inspiration to all of us. You deserve all the good things in life this accomplishment will bring. I am very glad to have met you on this board.
So do you have that weird dual feeling of being very proud and happy for yourself, but also feeling disgusted that if was necessary to loose that much weight?
I feel this way ALL the time. Almost every time people congratulate me I feel like I have to qualify my success by saying 'Yes, but I let myself get to the point where I had to lose 100 pounds..." I need to stop thinking like that!